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In sickness and in health - Soul Searching

Dec. 29th, 2008 03:28 pm In sickness and in health

Wow, the last six months have flown by. Baby Alanna is doing great, smiling, laughing, and lighting up my life. Check her out on youtube, just do a search for angelicmusick which is my username.

My husband has Crohn's disease which has been very hard. Now I know why most wedding vows say "In sickness and in health". It has been active for over 3 and a half years. This past Saturday he had a seizure, I have never been so afraid. He stopped breathing and I thought he was going to die. I called 911 and the ER doctors were great and think it was one of his medications that caused it. He is better now, but I am still experiencing a lot of fear.

I used to only fall in love with assholes- but this time I found a good, sweet man who treats me right and loves me for me. He is a wonderful father and works so hard. He has an awful, incurable disease but it can go into remission. It will go into remission.

I have not been as spiritual as I used to be, but I still believe that our thoughts and "energy" can have an effect on the world and eachother. I guess I am asking for help. If you pray, please pray for us. If not, send good thoughts and "energy" our way. Do a ritual, light a candle, whatever it is that you do to make a positive change, please do it.

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From:wishingwell111
Date:December 30th, 2008 06:25 pm (UTC)
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you had a baby? God I've been offline! Congrats! When are you bringing her to Atlanta to visit my baby Scarlett?
I will gladly do a healing for your man. Also talk to Maman Vesha Sur..

Ha! "Not as spiritual as I used to be" as if you can turn it off.

XOXO