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Third trimester - Soul Searching

Jun. 17th, 2008 04:47 pm Third trimester

Ok, I have cut my blogs down from 4 to 2, unless you count 43 things as a blog and that would make 3. I wish I did not have to make everything in life so damn complicated. This and livejournal will be my main blogs- so if you are on myspace- my username is angellynncollier.

Unfortunately I did not make it back to Atlanta because of my hip and some sciatic nearve pain from long drives. On top of that, gas prices suck.

My third trimester has been amazing. I so enjoy being pregnant. She turns and hiccups and moves from side to side and I can see her movements like there is an alien inside me. I am going to birth classes once a week and learning a lot. I'm not as afraid of giving birth because it was mostly fear of the unknown that was bugging me. Now that I know more, I am less afraid.

I just celebrated three years of being a "good girl". I say this not to brag but because it is a huge landmark for me. My brain chemistry is hopefully healing and I feel ready to take on the huge responsibility of raising this little miracle that is growing inside of me. I think clearly but still have lots of brain farts- although one of my friends said that hormones could be effecting my mind.

Alan and I celebrated three years being married as well. I have now been with him longer than with anyone, and even though we get on eachother's nerves from time to time, we get along remarkably well. Anyway, 25 more days (or less) and I will have a little baby!

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From:raining_kisses
Date:July 14th, 2008 05:25 am (UTC)

Hey

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I haven't heard from you? Have you had our "luv child" yet? I missed the whole pregnancy and everything. I even bought a book called "The best friends guide to pregnancy" but now you won't need it cause your already a M.O.M. Those will be your initials for the rest of your life. You know, that's what motherhood is.....letting a piece of your heart walk around outside your body, going places you don't know where, with that piece of your heart always with them, and they often are so careless with it. Yet, that's motherhood. So, when am I going to get to hold our baby anyway? Your husband is going to kill me if I keep this up isn't he? I can't help it, I always wanted a little girl, you know that, and besides, we do share some sort of metaphysical bond that no husbands or lovers can ever take away. You're beautiful! You really are just absolutely beautiful my dearest one. I'm praying for you.
From:angelagape
Date:September 15th, 2008 05:46 pm (UTC)

Re: Hey

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Our little love child is doing great! She makes the cutest little noises like she is trying to talk. I am planning a trip to atlanta and will make sure we visit you guys!