I haven't heard from you? Have you had our "luv child" yet? I missed the whole pregnancy and everything. I even bought a book called "The best friends guide to pregnancy" but now you won't need it cause your already a M.O.M. Those will be your initials for the rest of your life. You know, that's what motherhood is.....letting a piece of your heart walk around outside your body, going places you don't know where, with that piece of your heart always with them, and they often are so careless with it. Yet, that's motherhood. So, when am I going to get to hold our baby anyway? Your husband is going to kill me if I keep this up isn't he? I can't help it, I always wanted a little girl, you know that, and besides, we do share some sort of metaphysical bond that no husbands or lovers can ever take away. You're beautiful! You really are just absolutely beautiful my dearest one. I'm praying for you.